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“Listening back to the music gas examples is painful, both because of the time period that I inevitably revisit, but also because most of the songs were written and recorded when I was drunk which, let me tell you, does not make for very good music,” Adam said. In December of 2017, that project was abandoned since the role it served was no longer necessary.

Over the 22 years Adam had invested in making musical projects, going from one genre to the next, the appreciation with one particular vessel was always present. “[The] endless well of fascination with synthesizers of all kinds and an even deeper love of horror as a medium with which we re-contextualize our fears into things v gashi 2015 grotesque and beautiful and explore them through the safety of spectating vicariously.” I’d check out anything if it had that quote attached to it.

“As I poured Tundra Toddler down the toilet like Tupperware full of rancid soup,” Adam explained, “I thought it would be fun to combine those two obsessions for a future project.” Then a month or so later, he was misdiagnosed with diverticulitis. It was the middle of winter, he wasn’t working, he was on a liquid diet and was absolutely terrified that his body was revolting against him. He couldn’t sleep, so he spent long nights researching unsolved murders and high-profile disappearances.

The name of the project was based on two worlds “seemingly at odds with one another — ancient and ceremonial vs. modern and coldly structured — but both products of human technology.” Also paying homage to one of his favorite horror films, Burial Ground. “Since gas in dogs this clearly seemed to be a project focused on demystifying death, decay, and the afterlife, it seemed perfect,” he said.

Adam’s technique is to start with a theme or concept and build the music up around that. He did some research on brain death after reading excerpts from the book Word on the Threshold. He also researched famous last words of high-profile people as they were passing. He saved some of the most beautiful and those became the lyrics for the song “Every Color All At Once.” He took the tonal cue from gas zone movies Jacob’s Ladder, Poltergeist, and Enter the Voids to create a dark psychedelic journey. “Lastly, I referred back to old experiences of depersonalization when taking psychedelics,” Adam added.

“ My Body Dissolves as I Watch and Dissolve is about the perceptual-emotional kaleidoscope that I can only imagine that we experience when physically passing, as much as it is about the confluence of emotions that we experience when our egos die and wholesale electricity prices by state we see ourselves objectively. As others see us. Uncolored by our own self-bias,” Adam’s description of his phenomenal dark, beautiful project.

Opening track “Blinking Heads in Baskets” immediately sends us on our way on the road trip we are all about to experience, through life and death. It paints a picture, a cinematic sci-fi adventure. Adam’s vocals become present during the middle of the track. Disguised, alien-like, and haunting, melting into the synthesizers with a repeated string of lyrics “I’ll never wake up again, never wake up again …”

The instrumental “White Tunnel Black Tunnel” has upbeat sounds counteracting with low, droning vibrations that continue the sci-fi score of this story 5 gas laws. At the two and a half minute mark, the sounds resemble heart beats mixed with water bubbles. As if we have now moved into the inside of the body, but just for a moment. To reach that step of transition where the particles start to separate. It’s soothing and makes it feel like it’s OK, its natural.

Once we get to the middle of the album with “Voids,” I feel like we are at the acceptance gasco abu dhabi email address part now. It’s pretty sounding and the lyrics resemble the memories of the life you’re about to part with. “My body dissolves as I watch and dissolve / Goddamn the bland days / We spent like flies / In a hazy loop of June / But the fields / All ache with frost” Then holy fuck … at the 4:30 mark it turns dark. Dark as in Pink Floyd’s The Dark Side of the Moon and I hear the influence of Floyd in the wailing guitar solo that seriously has a story to tell — but it only speaks in your own specific language. Everyone hears the story different. “We lived / But now it’s time / Spin off into your void / And I’ll sink into mine”

“An Unwilling Spectator,” this track sends me to space. The synth in this is just gas jeans usa pure satisfaction, I see stars. Is that where we are heading? Is that life after death? The muffled, distorted spoken words “At home / Naked / Sleepless / Silent / Cradle stirs / No baby / I have no / No baby / Got no cradle / But something screams” makes it feel like it’s your random thoughts as heard from the inside of your head if you were in your own body. I mean, if you’re into taking psychedelics, this may possibly be the best jam, ever, for you. It was an out-of-worldly experience for me and I was just sipping a vodka soda.

A live band has been assembled featuring Andy Kivela, John Trudeau, and Josh Owsley and shows will start happening sporadically, but mostly for small festivals electric utility companies in arizona. Adam didn’t want to play live with this project because the most fun he has making music is the production that goes on behind the scenes to produce the album. Recreating it night after night is stressful. “A sculptor isn’t pressured into making replicas of their work each night,” Adam said.